Friday, February 25, 2005

I think I'm being petulent and all. Heh. I mean, locking up my mindscape door and all. In all honesty, I feel more than a bit negleted, and in childish petulent-cy, maybe it's attention-seeking. Heh.

I'm not sure what I've done wrong, or even if I had done anything wrong. I feel that I have, but I'm not sure what.

Now, I'm so pissed and depressed I was screaming in my mindscape, hurling abuses at nothing, cursing, swearing, just being pained.

I refuse to talk to them unless they come to me. (See? Being petulent already, heh). And even if they come, I might not talk.

Gah!



Thursday, February 24, 2005

Is there something wrong with them, or something wrong with me?

Dad's been ignoring me lately, being stoic and all when I talk with him. I don't know whether it's because he's bothered by something, or he's annoyed at me.

Bro...nah, don't wanna drag him in. He's the most normal of all of us, and this domestic dispute of sorts really doesn't help him.

Elder bro, well, our stuff isn't settled yet. I think he's also confused by it himself.

*shrugs* Peachy keen, ain't it? Heh.