Monday, April 04, 2005

I guess I'm alone, again. I mean, mm...well, okay, maybe not alone, but lonely. There's a difference in that.

Anyways, seems that my friendship with LS has broken down till it reached the acquaintanceship stage again. Or, at the very least, until we hang out together only because of mutual interest.

I guess why the friendship started breaking down in the first place is a combination of various reasons.

1) Work attitude--frequently clashes. The old adage of: 'if you want to keep a friend, don't work with him' saying is definitely right. Though, in this case, I'm thinking that there wasn't a real friendship to begin with, not that I'm complaining.

2) Regrets--never follow the choices of a friend if those choices aren't what you believe in. Heh. Even though I tolerated BP for the whole semester and scrapped through with just-passes, that was a hell-ride I never want to go through again. I'm not prepared to waste my time following the footsteps of any friend, if the footsteps aren't mine to begin with.

I guess I was feeling resentful towards being influenced by someone whom I thought was a friend. And that's really the main reason why things started going downhill.

Mm...